Jambig

Juice

Boots

fat straws

Good looking smoke'n son of a Gun

Hot doggin till tomorrow Down

Row'n down into the sun

sweltering Mess

Jammin

new tune, dialed in, toppin out. .

Amorphous

Wondering in the light

the bliss of pure happiness

with the sister of darkness

she knows there must be two

strangely the bliss brings thoughts

of the dark

It must be coming

the light can't be too real

never lasting for too long

but with the mess

chaos

embrace

all surrounded

with a smile

She is always here

the dark is just within

hours after

ride on

ride one pure heart

pure

Everybody Knows

Hallowed In and

Out

feelings of disgrace

loss countenance

of your fine motor skills

crazy

but functioning mind

not forgiven

will never be

your mistakes

I will take to the grave

no forgiveness

easier to carry this pain

abandon

forgotten

your mind was too weak to care for us

your heart was too weak

running

through my mind

forgotten

nothing left

point your finger one more time

do you feel better now

my adivce

forgive and move on

feel her love and let that be real

not the past and the pain

for its not real

anymore than now

free yourself

free yourself

The only thing to fear is fear itself

She is nothing
she is no one
and everyone at the same time
I do not know her.
mother is worn around her neck
everything at one point
and nothing in the other.
Fear of becoming
her,
sitting in the throne.
she is not happy
not content
I don't know where she is
but created it herself
nonetheless

Brahman

Atman

Screaming

feeling lost and confused

caught up in an undertow

of life

the purpose?

To Be

fish swimming in a small pond

pretend to go somewhere

do we exist just because we exist?

pursue a search

a creation

does it constitute life?

The knowledge is inside us

Prana running through

the life

the blood

Ayurveda

true sin begins with rejection of yourself

to help you understand

Theres a wickedness inside

she's good

so much sorrow

theres a call

a cry

connected

rushing through.

from the same sand

the flicker

the heat

flowing through me

attempts to extinguish the flame thrives

but not forever.

to be your pillar

fortress

my castle

is the evil too heavy?

The world seems so foreign

and strange

grasping for home

comfort

find it retreating in myself

and blocking off everything else.

Home in his eyes

arms

smell and voice

His